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[May. 2nd, 2007|04:03 pm] |
Happy birthday me!
From, me.
<3!
LOL. xD |
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| I need help with computer o~o |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
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My computer is acting weird, cause sometimes it just shuts off, restarts itself or gives me a blue screen saying there's been an error. Sometimes it just takes me to a black screen that says select proper boot device, I have no idea what it's talking about, but it's been doing it lately. When I go to setup I try selecting what opitions it has for the boot thing, and it still gives me the black screen telling me to pick the proper one. I usually just try choosing different ones, or the same one over and over until it lets me into my desktop. Sometimes when I reboot,restart, whatever and go to setup, there's some magic option that wasn't even there before, and sometimes when I choose it then it just lets me into my desktop again, sometimes it doesn't, and it's weird that it's not even there as a opition in the first place, it just magically appears when I keep re doing the whole setup so many times. I really want to fix it, but I have no idea how and don't really know whats it's asking me with the boot device. Can anyone help? x_x |
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| Happy birthday Nena |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|01:59 am] |
Should've done something but I'm on a art block of some kind. x.x;;
I know it's April 15, and now it's april 16 but I still wanna say happy birthday. Cause I didn't get a chance to speak with you, and tell you in a spontaneous burst of random that I hoped you had a good birthday. So, I say it here instead since I dunno where else to.
Happy Birthday Nena! I hope you enjoyed it, and had cake. xD Or those pixie stick things. I'll try drawing you something soon, and it will be colored! xD
~~Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you~~
Hope you had a wonderful day. :3 |
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| Valentines Day |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|06:25 pm] |
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It's valentines day.
Not really that big of a deal to me, but it's still there.
I guess it's more for couples, but even if you don't have a special someone, you could still enjoy the day I guess. To just say how much a friend means to you or something. So um, happy valentines day. Hope it's atleast a good day.
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| wheeee |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|08:15 pm] |
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The start off of 2006. It's basically the same, same stuff going on, mostly anyway. I keep hearing the same music over and over again too. Like that dumb hump song from black eyed peas or something, might've been good if it didn't get annoying, and just choice of words. Well, bleh it's still everyone's number one song I guess. Ethier that or the crazy frog song, that one isn't too bad, or I don't think it is. I wanna work with flash again, but I don't have it, only my school does. I don't even know how to barely move things, or add buttons. Yay projects. Been really tired this week, never used to be this tired before, probably from aerobics or something. There's nothing to do anymore at night, or maybe I'm just tired. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|02:18 am] |
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I hope everyone has a happy new year. Hope that it brings joy and better things to come. That's about all I have to say right now. |
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| look at the bright side |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
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| | happykinda ahaha | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright side of life by Eric Idle | ] |
Just feel kinda happy, for no reason. I'm listening to bright side of life by Eric Idle and I think it's funny. Cause it just saying that if you feel bad, you should look on the bright side of things. Then one part he sings " if life seems jolly rotten, there's something you've forgotten, and thats to laugh and smile and dance and sing." actually made me smile. Dancing and singing and stuff is stuff you usually do when your happy right. Or when you wanna be silly I guess, I wouldn't be able to dance infront of people. I guess when life seems to suck, just try being positive. Like, umm, someone makes you mad, you don't have to be mad. Bite and punch a pillow instead, or hug a puppy. xD I guess it doesn't work for everyone, but even if you are feeling sad, try and think of happy things. Or random things, like a computer blowing up, cats and dogs raining down, or someone running around in a towel screaming WHooooookeeeekajsahjghdjh!! :3
I dunno, whatever makes you happy, try and think of it, and keep smiling. Even if you look silly. Smiling usually makes me laugh eventually. I guess like anything else, you can be sad, angry, happy or something for no reason at all. Right now I'm happy, and I dunno why. Smile and stuff, with puppy kitties and stuff I dunno. xD
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| Eggggie xD |
[Oct. 20th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
I don't really have anything to say, so blahahsakjgshjkakhs :3 I saw some people with eggs on their journals in DA, so I wanted to adopt one too. xD It seems neat to wait and see what it will be.
I wanna see what they'll hatch into. Maybe a dragon, or some sort of lizard. Or a bunny. :0
Then I will have little animal things on this page I guess. Hatch eggie hatch. :3
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| Sonic |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|03:48 am] |
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| | I feel icky but okay :0 | ] |
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| | >watching a flash, so the music to that | ] |
Haha, I think I need a playstation 3 now. x3
http://sonic.sega.jp/sonic/
Thats their trick, make more cool looking games, BUT it's for a brand new system that you must buy to play that brand new game. Sneaky game peoples. :0 |
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| Felt like writing |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|01:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tenpei Sato- Dear Friends | ] |
Not much has been going on though. Might get a job, but I need to go through 3 interviews for one, and I've only done one interview. I guess they'll call or something. I've been thinking too much lately, makes my head spin. Everyones been busy lately too, I probably will be too soon enough. I don't write as much anymore, mostly cause nothing is ever happening. Just sitting here staring at the screen kinda makes everything seem pretty slow. Oh well, time is usually running anyway, and blah blah. I think I am too shy in rl, I need to talk more and stuff. I'm a dork, I never do anything all day and just usually sit around at home. People tell me I should go to parties, but I dunno. Don't really find it interesting cause I'm weird. Go boring me go! ((falls))
Everything is kinda quiet here now, when it's like that I usually listen to music. I'll probably fall asleep soon. |
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| :3 |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|07:23 pm] |
I'm a copycat, hedgehog thingy. But it's so cute, I like watching it roll. :0 |
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| swoosh o.o; |
[May. 4th, 2005|11:41 am] |
Yay :0 Monday was me birthday, yes, for those who didn't know. I dunno, I guess it's not too much of a big deal for me. was pretty much a normal day like any other. Now I'm a little older, um.. I don't really feel any different ^^; I feel blah :3 I never have a real answer for what I'm feeling, I dunno what to feel. It's already may 4 x_x; Summer is almost here, and I need to get a job. Not really much going on, and I am still around, I just don't really post anything on DA like I use to. To some people, since I don't post, I'm dead xD well, I'm still here just, not really drawing :3 Bleh, I got these new earrings, with long chains things and the little chains broke ^^; I wore them to school, and only now do they brake. Umm.. you know, I really don't know what to write anymore, nothing really happens. Oh well, atleast nothing bad is happening, well not to me o.o |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|05:12 pm] |
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| |  ((shrugs)) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Soft kind of music, dunno the titles ._.; | ] |
Hmm, not feeling so good. Why? I lost yet another friend.
Nyeh, but when I think about it, I'm not even sure they were being my friend, or for awhile now they didn't really want to be friends with me. Long screwy story, but basically it's my fault I guess. I am starting to lose a lot of friends lately, I guess it proves I'm a pretty horrible friend, thats also kind of why I don't want to meet people anymore ._.;; I eventually screw it up, or they get tired of me, or something like that.
Not much else happening, not really drawing anything.. well actually, I do draw still. Just sketches though. I got to see Nezumi on webcam, well it's more of a digital camera, but works just the same. His room becomes really dark though, so I can hardly see him sometimes. He's so nice and cute :3
School days are normal, just a lot more work. In class is where some people can have the weirdest conversations. Some people were talking about being homosexual, and that it's all in the mind. ((shrugs)) Some guy in my design class was talking about his PSP, I think thats what it is ^^; It's like a portable playstation2. He showed me what it had in it, it looks pretty cool, but he says one big problem they have been having is with the screen. Something to do with some of the pixels on screen burning out, so there would be a hole on your screen. http://img67.photobucket.com/albums/v203/botsang/PSP-GBA_copy.jpg Thats the size of it compared to a gameboy advance.
Some other people were talking about how they want a g/f or b/f. It seemed more like they just wanted someone to be around, cause they want hugs and cuddles. You could hug a friend, or random people ^^; If you go up to a random person and hug them, they will probably have an expression like this "o_0;;?" or some people could get pissed off.. they don't like to be touched I guess, I've seen it already before ^_^; But wow, I didn't know so many people actually just wanted to be hugged or cuddled, maybe we should hug each other more often. Although showing affection like that, people can get scaried. I dunno why, I've never asked someone why. A hug should be okay, I guess you could start becoming scaried if they start kissing you or touching too much. Most people just say to stop if it bothers them, if they don't stop I guess you could kick 'em ^^;
Haven't really been drawing in my oekaki here http://www12.oekakibbs.com/bbs/hedgie/oekakibbs.cgi
I only made one for myself since I don't want to override other's people's work ^^;
((rolls around)) |
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| Feelin' fine xD |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|06:42 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | Zelda_64_Gerudo_Peeples_OC_ReMix | ] |
No one's around, total silence in my head... blarg x3
I dunno, felt like writing. I'm in a pretty good mood today :0 Yaay I'm feeling good ((hugs herself))
I've been listening to Zelda music, yush Zelda with the Link guy :0 I like the Zelda games, Link is so cute for a fictional character xD I've only played the gameboy game one's, Zelda orcarina of time, and the windwaker one. Windwaker did look kind of weird, but it's actually a pretty fun game once you try it. I was watching this before http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/228112 it's sort of funny I guess :0 Like always nothing new is happening. Oh well, atleast I'm healthy and ..uh.. something :3 ((coughs)) so bored :0 I was gonna draw in my oekaki, but I have no ideas, and my mouse likes to play tricks on me ; . ; Like making a straight line when it should be a curved one >.< I guess it could be anything I draw, no one's gonna see 'em xD I need a new mouse, but I don't think I have enough money to get one with the laser instead of a ball. I need a job :0 I'm a lazy lazy girl, a job will cure that... or so I've heard.
((whistles)) Finally, the snow outside has melted :0 I kinda like snow, but having it around for about 4 months.. blah. I'm glad to have some sunshine, well sorta. Still no actual sunshine, it's been a pretty dark day. Too many dark clouds up in the sky. I hope it rains :3 I haven't seen rain in awhile, and it'll be nice to have that instead of snow for a change. All the grass is dead xD We need some rain and sunshine soon to fix that :0
Shoot, it's April fools day tomorrow x_x; People are probably gonna be pulling pranks, but I really don't like being the one getting pranked. I have classes tomorrow, so I might be apart of some ((falls over)) Well, I'll admit some can be funny, but sometimes people can take that sort of thing a little too far and end up making someone feel like crap. It's not "make someone feel like crap day" it's april fools day, so.. fool around I guess :0 I think it's just a day to try and make someone laugh, not hurt their feelings. |
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| Hmm.. cool :3 |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|04:10 pm] |
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| | <--kitty xD | ] |
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| | Busted- Falling for you | ] |
Well, today was kinda interesting. At school I had a guest speaker come in and talk about art design, also showing a presentation. It was only for art classes I think, and I have two xD so I saw it twice, but it was a little different the second time. She showed two different clips the second time I saw it. She was showing most jobs you could get in art, like advertising, interior design, animator, game designer and things like that. When she got to animation, she showed a video on her computer, and yeah there was a projection screen for it :3 Anyway, she showed us a video of some animations students did, some were 2D animation and others were 3D animation. It was just going through lots of animations, and I recognized one :0 It was a guy running and trying to get his shoe on, and I knew I saw it from somewhere before. I found out that it was someone from DA that did the animation, and he's a really good animator. http://basakward.deviantart.com/ Thats him! xD;; I remembered the animation from his demo reel. I think thats pretty cool how that guest speaker used one of his animations :3 I even noted him about it, and he said that a small handful of different people have asked him to use his work in a presentation here and there. He seems like a nice guy, sometimes you can forget how nice people can really be :3
Hmm.. another animation I saw in the presentation, had music that Mousy gave me not too long ago o.o Weird how I never heard the music until Mousy gives it to me, then all of a sudden, there it is somewhere else. Am I gonna start hearing it everywhere now xD Dunno what the name of the song is though, it doesn't say the name of it in my media player. It just shows boxes and it's not japanese, it's all in english.
Everything else in school was kinda same old stuff. Well, instead of my cooking class doing any cooking, we did research on the internet. Surfing the net for cheese burgers :0
Thats about it, now I wanna do animation :0 I tried it once, but very crapply did it in a few minutes, like five :0 so yeah.. wasn't much of anything. It was.. uh.. major suckage? ok, just meh, and gone now. It died with my old computer. Poor computer :0 I wonder if I could do a cute animation, like Sausy. Her's was really cute, and really well done. There are so many people who are good at animating, I dunno if I stand a chance o_o;; Oh well, I'll try anyway.
I dunno what else to write. Oh yeah. Hito, I hope that you feel better. |
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| Reality check |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|02:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boa - waiting | ] |
Tonight is pretty dark, even the stars are having a hard time shinning.
Not feeling very good, don't wanna say why. If you really wanna know, you could always just ask me. Or if you don't wanna talk to me, then.. umm.. I wouldn't know why you'ed wanna know? Um.. moving on.. I've just been thinking. I think way too much, so then there's too much on my mind. No one really wants to hear this, so I write it here instead. Bleh, some of my friends here are.. getting weird. One of them actually thought I'ed want to go and get high with them. I don't do drugs, and I'm staying that way, I don't need drugs to feel good. Been drawing, just not really posting. But, ya know, just because I don't really post doesn't mean I don't draw. Some stuff I draw I don't show people, cause they could take it the wrong way.
Hmm... like drawing a naked character, I become a pervert? What if I'm just making a point, or trying to say something by using that picture. Sometimes a picture means more than just whats it's showing. I dunno, I guess some people don't get what I'm saying.
Bleh.. darn, guess I'm not going to portugal this year. I could've but I can't get a ticket now, since apparently they don't have enough seats, and too many people wanna go already. Oh well, maybe next year. I wanna do too many things, but can't. Ethier because I don't have enough money, no time, can't plan it well enough. Gah.. if I wanna go on a trip, seems like I gotta pay for it myself. Yes, no help from mom and dad, gotta do it on my own, or else I'm going no where.
Do do do... so, online life, pretty meh. No one around really anymore, 'cept for Nezumi. He's been busy though, but he still seems to wanna chat with me. He's been giving me a bunch of japanese songs too, and it's not that I wouldn't like them all, it's just my brother is probably gonna flip out once he see's all these songs he calls crap. Just because it's japanese, and you can't understand it, doesn't mean it's bad. Um.. yeah, this isn't really "my" computer. It's shared, sort of. No one really uses this computer except me and my brother.
Hmm.. really, if Mousy wasn't around, I probably wouldn't be online. Since he's the only one that talks to me anymore. If he were gone, there'd be no reason for me to be here, since I'ed always be alone then. I don't really like being alone, it's okay sometimes, but all the time? blah. I've tried contacting people I haven't seen in awhile, but usually I still don't see them. I don't get replys, no e-mails, no notes, nothing. So I dunno if it went through, did you get it, or what. Meh, I'm not really that important anyhow. But yeah, I mean, it's actually worse if I don't hear from people. Some people think, "oh, it doesn't matter if I don't say anything, it won't matter." but why? why wouldn't it matter? These people whom I wanna talk to are important, they are important to me. Why else would I still wanna be in contact with them. If I didn't like them, why am I going out of my way to try and see them again. But ugh.. I don't like when people think that they don't matter to me. Anyone who's my friend, I care about them very much. So none of this, "nobody likes me, nobody cares about me" I DO! You may think I don't, but nuh huh, I do care. Why do you think I try and help you when you feel bad. I don't do a great job of it, I know, but I try anyway cause I don't want them to be sad.
The only thing I don't get is, sometimes they won't let me be there. So sometimes, I can't even try and help, because I don't even know where they are.
I think thats what makes me a pretty lousy friend. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2005|11:26 am] |
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Some girl thought I was a guy today.
I guess I look too ugly to be a girl.. so I must be a guy ? Bleh, she said she didn't mean it to be cruel. But, how can I not take it as an offence. Didn't really seem like she gave a damn anyway, so it's not like she didn't mean for me to feel bad. She asked me if I was a guy in front of a couple people. Then they all had this big laugh about it, and made stupid little comments like, "well of course you would think she's a guy hahaha."
Ugh.. sometimes I REALLY hate people, because people sure can make you feel like shit. Here's an idea, if I'm so ugly or stupid, worthless, dumb and pathetic, or whatever else they can come up with, why don't you just shoot me and let me die. Must make them feel really proud of themselves to make someone else feel like a total idiot.
Ugh.. I'm just really upset right now, I know it shouldn't bother me, but it does. I mean geez, never knew I was that ugly that I don't even look like a girl. |
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| Feeling better :3 |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|07:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | O Zone - Dragostea Din Tei | ] |
I feel better, still tired though for some reason, freaking body >_<;;
Been play pokemon puzzle league. I don't care if it's pokemon, it's still fun :0 I admit, I did like pokemon before. Even my e-mail pretty much says that I did. I only liked the pokemon though, the show was kinda meh. The people were kinda weird, like ash ketchup or whatever. Now there's like a billion pokemon, I thought there was only about 100 or so. Now there's over 200, or more, I dunno >_>;; Where are they coming from? they just pop outta nowhere. Not much happening anymore, like anything ever happened before anyway ..blah blah blah :0
Hee.. I've been doing those stupid little doodles on MSN for my friend yesturday. He said I was good, but they are just doodles xD like, half a minute little random doodles x3 I used to do them alot with Hito, and other people's. Now not so much, one person got annoyed with it before ^^;; "Stop drawing stupid doodles!!" "I'm sorry! ^^;;;" Plus if I put detail into it, takes me longer, so I guess ..uh.. people don't like waiting? For me I don't care, if you don't talk in 5 minutes thats okay. But if you stop talking for 20 minutes, I'm probably gonna say something unless you told me, you were going somewhere for whatever reason. Sometimes people don't tell me, then get upset when I say something in trying to figure out where they went.. o_o; So, I shouldn't care? Thats why people confuse me, something that seems okay to me, is bad to others. I guess I should be more careful in what I do, people don't like when I'm being myself x_x;; Or.. it seems that way sometimes. If I'm that annoying I'll leave, or stay and wonder why I'm so annoying. ((coughs)) Oh well, I can't do much.
Hmm.. you know, that song O Zone - Dragostea Din Tei seems to be everywhere now. Now it's even more popular because some guy posted himself on the net dancing to it, and lip singing along with the words. Now it's everywhere. People are copying it too, the dancing I mean ^^; Everyone's a star xD I like the song though, it's got a pretty nice beat to it. :3
Oh yeah, I did Hito's quiz on which of his female characters are you. I remember doing it before, but that was awhile ago ^^; Found it again on fish_trap's journal. I got Pudding again like last time.
You have quite a low temper, especially when your
on your period. You have low tolerance for
stupidity and you beat the shit out of anything
that even slightly irritates you. The word you
favore most when insulting people is none other
than 'Asshole'. Although you may be mean and
tough, when feeling love and comfort from
others, you can be really pleasent and sweet to
have around.
Which of Hito's female anthro characters are YOU?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get It Started | ] |
Been feeling kind of better, passed out a couple times, but now I'm good :3
I slept through most of the day, I didn't really wake up in the morning. Sleep is good I guess. Once I woke up, I didn't feel like doing anything, not even get up. Ever have one of those days where you don't even want to get out of bed? Yay.. lieing in bed forever xD I kind of want to get up, but I'm not gonna do anything.. so blah. I dunno, whats the point? I guess maybe something will come up. Meh, not much to do anymore, I don't really feel well enough to really do anything. I kind of wanna draw gifts for people, haven't had any idea's though. I've been going around gaia a little more now. I don't really do anything there except give away gold to people. I haven't seen any of those flying boxes around, or pink links. Most of the time when I'm looking around I get a page not found. I like that fishing game, not much else to do around there. I haven't bought any new clothes in awhile, I don't really think I need any.
I've been feeling so low lately, and I mean my body. I seem to be tired alot. I don't like sleeping anymore x.x;; I have the stupidest dreams. I'm ethier stuck somewhere most of the time, it's about someone, random things just happen, or something bad usually happens. Darn dreams :0 Half the time they don't make sense, or.. I can't make sense out of them. Oh well, they are silly, but sometimes fun. I remember one where I rode a dragon xD It was fun, but then I got stuck in a castle. How old fashioned :3
Yay, short entry ((rolls around)) |
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